Im depressed in college1/19/2024 ![]() I am also afraid that I am going to lose my high school friends and then I will have nobody who I enjoy hanging out with anymore. ![]() They are doing completely fine without me and I am a wreck without them. Why can\t I be happy to? Everyone is so excited to go back to school and I feel like I have absolutely nothing to look forward to. I just stand there not saying anything trying to fight the tears that are welling up in my eyes. They all quickly and passionately say, \I love it!\. Its just the worst feeling in the world when I am with my high school friends and relatives or other friends ask us how college is. I feel upset and frustrated that I am not having a good time. College is supposed to be amazing and I feel like I am missing out. I feel like everyone is moving on and growing up and I am stuck in this rut. It makes me feel like something is wrong with me. Not that i want them to be unhappy I just don\t want to feel so alone. I don\t know.Īnd it doesn\t help that all of my friends from high school love college. Going to college still would have been a huge adjustment but, the blow would have been a lot softer. If I went to school with a friend i would still be away from my family and hometown. Instead of taking this huge leap maybe I should have just taken a step. College is a time to brach out and find yourself without the influence of people you already know. I know for a fact if I went to college with one of my best friends i would be having a blast. I just cant shake the feeling that college would be so much better if I had at least one close friend from home with me. ![]() I know it has only been a semester but, I dont click with them as much. I cant help but compare my old friends to my new ones. I have some friends but I do not enjoy hanging out with them nearly as much as I enjoyed hanging out with my high school friends. When I am there I just have no desire to do anything fun. Going to college has been the hardest thing i ever had to do. I am going to start my second semester in college next week and i am just dreading it. ![]()
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